Shyamatara Das

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A Peak Meditation Experience

November 23, 2023 By Brian Leave a Comment

In September of this year, I attended a week-long retreat with my meditation teacher, Ryan Kurczak. The group in attendance meditated together for several hours each day, listened to discourses, enjoyed being out in nature at the lovely Laurelville Retreat Center, and had some time to just unplug and unwind from our responsibilities. On Thursday Evening Ryan conducted a beautiful Kriya Yoga Initiation. The entire week was a blessing, and an opportunity to deepen and strengthen our practice.

On Friday Morning, there was to be one final group meditation session before breakfast and the last Q&A of the week. I looked forward to the morning as a sort of summing up and farewell, but didn’t expect anything particularly profound or special. I had it figured that the prior night’s initiation was the highlight of the week, and that we would enjoy our last hours together and be on our way.

We gathered at 7 AM, and Ryan led us through a guided meditation, involving chanting through the chakras. There was nothing unusual about his demeanor, or the atmosphere in the meditation space. It did not seem that there was anything new or unique from what we had done all week.

At some point, as nearly as I can recall, he encouraged us to feel as if our shoulders and head were becoming light. A moment later I felt as if I was floating through a field of blue. My entire field of vision was filled with deep, bright blue, similar to this image.

Blue Rectangle

The light was so intense, that I opened my eyes to see if someone had actually turned the lights on in the room. They had not.

I don’t remember his other words, or much else at all about the meditation from that point forward, except for the experience of feeling weightless, and expansive, and joyful, and filled with light. In my younger years I spent a great deal of time using various intoxicating substances, and not once did I ever feel so high as I did on that Friday Morning.

He eventually coached us back to feeling more grounded in our bodies, the meditation was ended, and we headed to the dining hall for breakfast.

I was still a little disoriented for awhile. I remember trying to describe to my wife what had just happened, and finding it hard to put into words. I was holding the door for some other folks at the dining hall when Ryan arrived, and I remember looking him in the eyes and mumbling “Holy shit, Ryan.” He just chuckled and went on inside.

I wondered if Ryan had somehow planned this experience for the final morning of retreat. I’ve read many accounts of folks’ experiences with their gurus where this sort of thing happened. A touch on the forehead and they’re propelled into indescribable bliss.

It was so intense that I remember thinking that this must be the sort of thing that sometimes prompts people to toss their discretion out the window and follow a teacher or guru into unhealthy or cultish situations.

For Q&A that day, I asked about the experience. I mentioned that it had been almost terrifyingly profound, and asked if he knew this was going to happen, or if it’s something that he had “done to us” intentionally. He replied that he didn’t plan anything, that sometimes things just happen. He did not attempt to take credit for the experience, or claim any special powers or such. It’s just the sort of thing that can happen with regular practice.

He did encourage us to make note when we have an experience like this, so that we can remember it and use it as inspiration to continue on the path.

Since returning from retreat, I’ve not experienced anything quite so intense, but I’ll keep practicing. That Friday Morning gave me a glimpse into the great unknown, and I believe that I’d like to have a closer look.

Filed Under: Blog Tagged With: Kriya Yoga, Meditation, Ryan Kurczak

A Short Biographic Video of Mahavatar Babaji

August 21, 2023 By Brian Leave a Comment

YouTube’s algorithms brought this little gem to my attention. It actually does a decent job of conveying who Babaji is, and what he taught, all in under ten minutes.

What struck me about the video, though, is that at about 7:20 in there is a visual effect that very closely approximates what I see during Kriya Yoga meditation. I suspect that the similarity is merely coincidental, but still, it took my breath when it appeared on the screen

Spiritual Eye Illustration

I first noticed these clouds of light converging in the center of my field of vision occasionally in late 2019 during TM style silent mantra meditation. I learned later, as I began to practice Kriya Yoga, that the phenomenon sometimes accompanies the opening of the Spiritual Eye as one enters the superconscious (or transcendental) state. This occurrence has become more commonplace during Kriya Pranayama over the past few months, after having practiced the technique for a couple of years now.

For more information on Mahavatar Babaji’s legacy, and the practices of his Kriya Yoga lineage, I would highly recommend the Kriya Yoga Online YouTube channel of my teacher, Ryan Kurczak.

Filed Under: Video Tagged With: Kriya Yoga, Mahavatar Babaji, Ryan Kurczak, Spiritual Eye, YouTube

Finding Kriya Yoga

January 30, 2023 By Brian Leave a Comment

Hariakhan BabajiIn February of 2019 I began to wake up. I cannot explain it, except for the grace of God. I wasn’t looking for anything, and didn’t expect to find anything, let alone the sort of transformation that has ensued in the four years since.

I found my way, almost by accident, to a daily meditation practice on April 5th of that year. Once that practice was established, I spent a great deal of time researching the subject, learning about the techniques and philosophies of various lineages, experimenting with my own practice, reading, studying, listening and growing.

One of the guru lineages that resonated most deeply with me was that of Paramahansa Yogananda. I began serious study of the Self-Realization Fellowship lessons in the Autumn of 2020. By the time I completed their series of lessons in the Summer of 2021, I was still not entirely sure if the Kriya Yoga path was the one for me. I had a good understanding of the philosophy and techniques of SRF, but practicing within their framework seemed overly dogmatic and prescriptive. I continued to practice and study, but was not ready to commit my remaining years to their discipline.

I happened across Ryan Kurczak’s Kriya Yoga Online YouTube Channel, and began to learn informally from him, eventually reading some of his books and joining his Patreon Community. I briefly considered applying for his Kriya Yoga Apprenticeship last year, but decided that I was not quite yet prepared for the anticipated rigor.

In Mid-December of 2022, insight came. I realized that at this point in my life Kriya Yoga is my path, and Ryan is my teacher. Once this realization occurred, everything else surrounding my spiritual life became clear. I had been holding on to some things out of habit or sentimentality that weren’t serving me anymore. These fell away almost immediately, and I now feel a great sense of peace and order.

You can learn more about this Kriya Yoga lineage at Kriya Yoga Online. I would also highly recommend Ryan’s Kriya Yoga Meditation Beginner’s Guide playlist on YouTube.

Filed Under: Blog Tagged With: Grace, Kriya Yoga, Ryan Kurczak

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